perfect in your imperfections

2008-02-12T01:57:00.000+08:00

time to let go
letting go.

2008-02-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

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a peaceful goodbye(:
somehow i'm actually happy
she's in a better place
no more pain.

2008-01-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

Across the Universe(:
all the beatles songs!

Something
I want to hold your hand
hey jude
across the universe
all you need is love
all my loving
strawberry fields forever
if I fell
Dear Prudence
I want you
I've just seen a face
With a little help from my friends(:
yada yada
yada yada yada yada
etc(: haha

"You stick around now it may show"
"I can't hide, I can't hide."
you can't miss something that was never yours to begin with.

2008-01-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

time is passing by so fast,
that it feels as though i am hardly absorbing anything
that goes on or that I am doing.
I know i'm doing my work but it doesn't feel like i've done anything.
needa put in a lot more effort!
always room for improvement! more depth.

I really need some time alone!
finally talked to mummy after quite sometime
needed it and it felt really good.
haven't had a chance to sit down and reflect
my growth, how far i've come and look back.
Build stronger relationships.

so much going on, work needs to get done.

2008-01-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Hello 2008.

2007-12-22T22:44:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming!!!!!
smiles.

I've learnt lot gained a lot of experience and i'm
really glad and grateful for that short time.

shopping with julia and supper with the guys was good(:

have faith and trust to make it work and it will.

"Joy is not in things, it is in us"

Hello there.

2007-12-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

One wish for X'mas:
Grans is fighting
When it happens I really hope she'll be sleeping
at least it will be painless.

I once heard that sometimes the people we meet are reflections of who we are
in that case you've showed me someone who I will never ever want to be
and I really thank you for that.

Great day today went out with Shawn(:
from the MCS days till now haha that's long and gonna be longer.

Bands disband get back together
if they would there's one band I really wish would get back!
haha for those who know which band I've been really into and talking about
a clue one word: Androgyny

It's gonna be X'mas soon
can't wait for midnight mass(:

2007-12-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

you learn something new each day
about someone,
how things work,
everything and anything.
Interesting, amazing, shocking, beneficial, disheartening.

Golden Compass really good
Studio Prive really good too
gotta meet up with anna and amanda really good
In all it was a really good today (noticed i've said really good 4 times ponders)

Can't wait for school to start! seriously
really glad i've made real friends(:

WAD and Doingbird Magazine
Good read and eds
variety is good.
WAD both french and english text
different from the mainstream fashion magazines which makes it more interesting
the next one Dazed and Confused.
Still Vogue will always be the fashion mag - anna wintour.

enjoy getting my daily qoutes.
but for my own
daily qoute of the day
prehaps much needed stability?
a routine.

the more you know the less they know the better

would look back and say oh how silly
but still would very much like to be in her spot now.

2007-11-29T01:38:00.000+08:00

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OH WHAT A DAY!
the high 5 and hugs(:
the neatly stacked work
it makes it all the more worth it
a whole semester has passed really quick
all the worrying and fuss about meeting new people was for nothing
my class is pretty cool(:
made really good friends
very dynamic, engaging, intense conversations? hahaa
watching movies, subway, talking, late night calls, printing!!!!, morning teh
etcetera etcetera etcetera.
I'm gonna miss it loads during the hols! esp tuesdays as nic would say
haha the 3 aunties by the window(:

and later in the day
30 minutes *beams with joy(:*

2007-11-24T22:38:00.000+08:00

I've changed my blog skin

yes so it'll be easier on the eyes(:

i'm really into everything MUJI.

and for sometime The Organ though they're disband.
"you threw pennies in and wished for the feeling of wanting nothing more".

One word : Blessed

When did people start getting the idea

that OBJECTS, THINGS would make you happy?

it would yes temporarily.

you can't buy something to fill your soul.

2007-11-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

don't call for the sake of calling
don't do things for the sake of doing it
do it because you really want/care to.

Finally wednesday has come and gone(:
after laying down our work
and getting shoo-ed at 10 hahaa
it was rather amusing the shouting ha
Anna, Amanda and I went to watch stardust
the movie ahh for the hopeless romantic
love the ending!
pennyless. seriously after the amount
we've spent on our portfolios, printing
fabric yada yada yada.

the holidays will be starting soon(:
come next sem
new timetable haa
- design and management (big big sigh)
+ textile and communication (great!)

2007-10-30T00:53:00.000+08:00

made a spur of the moment decision
on the way home to visit grans
i finally got to spend some time alone with grans
and had a conversation(:

no man is an island.

headlines-celebrity breakup
the interest in the lifes of others
instead of the real news
what is actually happening
that affects us.

What if one day you are asked
Who are you? who is _ _ _ _ _ _?
what would your answer be?

2007-10-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

20th Oct 2007

My 19th(:

Thanks to Julia, Nic, Chris, Jem, Timmy and Pam(:

for the great gathering at Julia's place

amazing food!!(: lasange and quiche home made!(:

and the brownie cake!!! hahaaa

and baileys(:

it was a great night.

Thanks for the wishes(:

can't wait for another gathering! haha

Oh yes my candles had glitter hahaa

2007-10-16T22:40:00.001+08:00

SO over it!(:

plain white t's - all dressed up
the organ - love love love

watched a film today during lect
yohji it's really interesting
makes you think.
very philosophical.

time will tell.
it usually does tell everything.
trouble sleeping.

read inbtween the lines
it tells a lot more.

when you learn to be content with
what you have you'll be a lot happier.

can't promise things will all be fine
it'd be a lie.

didn't want to leave the wrong impression.

2007-10-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

Beauty is from within

yet constantly trying to look better
under the knife or not.
all the hype
the glamour
blinded by the lights
ridiculed if looked dowdy
attention grabbing when trendy et cetera
it's scandalous
everything is magnified
yet there is something very vulnerable
humane about it
passion
and a lot of drive
that help to keep on track and moving.

is the grass really greener on the other side?
i'd like to think so.

getting very tired of the facts.

2007-10-12T23:25:00.000+08:00

it matters most when i say it doesn't

Conversations between Amanda and I
"Tense" conversations so they say haha
seriously it isn't!
it's fun! seriously hahaa
i mean it's lively, it has depth.
opinions and facts.
makes you think.
critical vs analytical.
NO TENSION haha

grans looks better(:
she's fighting.

don't see any signs
something real soon please
"more than a crazy idea"

2007-10-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

Your word is good.

I wish I could say everything will be fine
it'll all be.
But I don't know what will happen.
But I know for sure He'll make it okay.
He'll make sense of it all.
Everything happens for a reason.
There is hope if you have Faith.

2007-10-01T23:56:00.000+08:00

2007-09-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Stop placing the blame.
confusion & fustration don't blend well.

so much going on yet it seems as though
nothing is going on.
wrong choice of words
at the worst time.

i've stopped writing
i wonder why?
shan't go into detail
yeah it felt great at 14
it sure did.

numb.

i hope it'll be a smooth one
despite the pain
it hasn't hit me at full speed yet
but slowly.

2007-09-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hey what's it like in New York?

weekly or forthnightly prata supper
meeting up with jem, ipop, chris, felicia and julia is great(:
needa breather and great time to just eat and talk.
and i just realised we're all catholics haha!

so much so school work ain't funny at all.
but my class is really cool(: love it.

have FAITH.
sometimes when it feels like you are lost
you are not at all.

2007-09-05T00:38:00.000+08:00

current play India Arie's There's Hope
amazing lyrics.

always have faith.

we are all different
no need for any comparison
as long as you're being true to yourself and
doing what is right
that's enough.
never judge unless you've been in the same situation
it's so easy to say well you could, should have etc.
we're humans
we make mistakes.

ohhh spying a green monster
it's ohh so obvious, ain't it tiring??
so bitter eeck.
let it go let it all go.
don't let it get to you.
ain't gonna make anything better.
ohh we're all blessed with different gifts.
can't you see you have something others wish
they had too.

every night the same prayer.

movedonthinkitwasaveryobviousno.

2007-08-18T12:27:00.000+08:00

school's started.
the new campus is really nice.

prehaps.....

2007-08-12T02:48:00.001+08:00

I can't take back what I've said
I can't take back what I've done
but I can and will because I want to,
to make everything right.
All the loopholes, misunderstandings
Every little bit.
especially the people around me.

2007-08-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

the rain is like an orchestra.

i wish more for you, the very best.

2007-07-30T01:09:00.000+08:00

my balloon's burst.

the load is getting heavier...

2007-07-21T02:03:00.000+08:00

there's a reason behind every action
everything happens for a reason.
holding on blindly to something you know may never happen,
for a reason only you will know and understand.

2007-07-17T01:44:00.000+08:00

things are not going well for now...

I'll just leave it all in His hands.

He knows what's best for Grans(:

they say you can tell a lot bout a man from his watch

but as pointed out by a friend it has to be his favourite watch

or bought by him for it to tell a bit more about him.

okay so yes I wear a men's watch it's one of my fav

can't really decide...hmm so what does that say bout me?

haaa i still like men! straight. haa

still like all the stuff girls do but i ain't all that girly(:

"Nothing new can come into your life,

Until you are grateful for what you have now".

2007-07-12T21:26:00.000+08:00

Grans is looking good!(:
spent good quality time with her
and with my cousins loads of laughter(:

*_*_*_*_Nicholas_*_*_*_* says:
hey shuminator
only ipop....

bleak so very bleak.....

2007-07-09T18:36:00.000+08:00

A lady can never have too many pairs of shoes
or bags.
A bag and a pair of shoes for every phase of her life(:
Just as how every lady should always have a LBD in her closet.
reminds me of Carrie Bradshaw in SATC. absolutly fab.

I like men's watches, yes I do.
infact I am wearing one now(:
it's my daily watch hahaa

Moving on,
for those who do watch Grey's Anatomy,
Burke's vow....

Christina, I could promise, to hold you, and to cherish you.I could promise, to be there in sickness and in health.I could say, till death do us part.But I won't.Those vows are for optimistic couples, the ones full of hope.And I do not stand here, on my wedding day, optimistic, or full of hope.I am not optimistic, I am not hopeful.I am sure.I am steady.And I know...I'm a heart-man.Take them apart, put them back together. I hold them in my hands.I am a heart man.So this i am sure.You are my partner, my lover, my very best friend. My heart, my heart, beats for you.and on this day, the day of our wedding, I promise you this:I promise you, to lay my heart in the palm of your hands I promise you, me.

that in my opinion is one of the best
if not the best written wedding vow
on telly.
It'd take a certain kinda man to be able to pull that off.

Michael Buble(:
need I say more?

listening to Corinne Bailey Rae's song breathless
and walking home slowly it's nice
really nice

2007-07-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

Everything happens for a reason.
life is full of uncertainties.
I have faith in Him, I trust Him.
I will leave it all in God's hand.
I know when it's time my grans will be safe.
just want what is best for her.

appreciate all the little things life has to offer.
the little things people do
asking how was your day
taking the time to know you
not the things that they give
but the thought behind their actions(:
value your wealth in love(:
not things, objects
of course it's nice to get nice stuff
and yes i do like it too, it's only human haa
but still those things are just objects.
doesn't help in the betterment of you morally or spiritually.
don't envy it only makes you bitter.

Running away doesn't solve anything
prolonging it will only make it worse.
Don't blame others for something you couldn't do
or did wrong.
own it and learn from it.
Yes, people could have pressured you or influenced you
but at the end of it it is you who makes the decision.
Everyone is given the choice, there always is.

in no rush,
to be quiet with,
to listen,
to stay for real
not temporary
can't promise things will all be fine
there will be bums along the way
throw away the list made of what wanted
love is sufficient.

2007-07-06T11:01:00.000+08:00

it is not living that is important but living rightly.
you stick to the rules even when no one is watching
it's not because you have to but you chose to.
everyone is given the choice to choose whether they'd like
to follow or break the rules.
still you follow the rules because it is the right thing to do.

Please take care of grans.
it's hard hard on everyone.
I love her. Please choose what is right for her.
I don't want her in any more pain.

someonetobequietwithme.

2007-07-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

1. Every morning i wake up with lion mane hair): haa

2. Yes I am Chinese! 90% of the time I meet people I'd get mistaken for some other race...

3. I am absolutly in love love love love LOVE my new red shoes(: no blisters at all! now tt's amazing.

4. used to hate the colour red, now I love it(: depends on what typa red too. deep red i think red is hot.

5. my biscuit ear ring is spoilt.

6. ladies dear ladies please please don't wear skirts or dresses or tops as dresses so short that your lovely cheeks are exposed when you go up the escalator or sit. It ain't chic love please don't do that to yourself.

7. I needa start planning my to-do list. ASAP

2007-07-04T14:56:00.000+08:00

//i'm really random and at times i speak too fast

it's just a habit i've yet to break.

//what do you do when you're really really bored

play uno with your colleague by that i mean with

disney uno cards. With a cuppa nice wine and a handful of nuts(:

//all dressed in black,

a sign of mourning

they say you'd see the chic-est people at a funeral.

//bad hair day

then again it's always been bad hair day

since i stupidly chopped my hair off

and i know i've said i won't far too many times

but this time i'm gna stick to it.

//extract

"stuck on stupid, a supermodel searching for a brain"

//black and white

I kinda sorta prefer them compared to

coloured photos for now in this very moment.

stuck in the grey area.

been kinda confused or rather very the past week or so?

//keeping your old messages

can't seem to read you

i'm sorry if i have ever snubbed you unknowingly.

//wouldn't it be nice to lay down on the grass

and just soak up the sun for awhile

away from everything.

or at night at the beach

the sound of the waves, the breeze

looking up at the stars.

//i think it's so sweet when you look at old

couples who after so many years

still appreciate and love each other

after so many years with all the little

things in life they treasure.

2007-04-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

i used to wish all the time
and dream all the time
but realised that wishing and dreaming
isn't going to make anything happen.
but escaping to my own lala land once in a while
is quite relaxing HAHHAH.

you have everything material they say will make you happy
you have fame, beauty, luxury and many who evny you
but you're not happy at all in the limelight
and you ask i'm supposed to have everything and why am i not happy?

2007-03-14T21:47:00.000+08:00

i don't blog much now quite obvious....
don't have the urge totally forgot about it!
much sch work gotta work a lot more harder have loads and loads and loads of room for improvement!
esp the specialist project.

CRAP i've forgotten what I wanted to type.
okay gotta do more school work!
ADEUS

2007-03-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

words are powerful
think before you speak, to who, concerning what matter
words spread around fast
they can be twisted easily
words can hurt more than any physical pain.
you get what i mean.

anyways was supposed to watch dreamgirls
but when pam, her dad and I went they said they changed the titles!
so there it was in the newspaper yada yada we didn't watch
went back to pam's place watched AI had the best bryani rice ever (pardon my spelling)
her popo is a real good cook!(: seriously and so is her mama(:
anyways....finally had a sleepover
i'm glad i have pam as a sister best friend yada i mean seriously
we've been through a lot! like crappy stuff not talking for nearly 2 years s:
anyway it's over! SO OVER!! glad it is though i'd die if I didn't have someone to talk to.
i mean or tolerate my nonsense hahahahah thumbs up for tt(:
a man can have the company of hundreds and still feel lonely
yet a man can have just the company of one and be the happiest and most content person.
went to NLB the next day did my research now i just found out
i need to do more not complaining
loads of work not done
have been procrastinating
so i shoud get gg.

2007-02-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

picture perfect.
it says picture stating only at the time the photo was taken,
not after or before or whatever shit that happened that you don't see.
nothing is perfect.

2007-02-11T15:29:00.000+08:00

I passed my E math
since i took it again like finally!
my hard work paid off goodness i can't even rmb the last time
i was able to pass my math i mean humanities and all come by so much more easily.
and gaya said marie i'm proud of you hahhahahaha! thanks babe!

anyways school has taken up most of my time and moolah sighs!
at least i enjoy what i'm doing!(:

ppd was the best i've ever had since only 5 of us turned up.

okay pam and i don't talk much now since we're both too busy with sch work
still things are the same(:
i mean it's hard to find someone who u can fart infront of doesn't say ewww haahhhahaa
and talk and be crazy emo whatever the hell it is hah
and someone who actually knows you.

2007-01-15T22:25:00.000+08:00

ZEE IS GOING BACK SOON
sobss
i will miss you dearly miss chan hahaaa
zizilinlinzizi
seriously shopping kaki!
and all the stupid crazy things
it won't be the same w/o you

haa had clay workshop today
after which i went out with zee
hmm walked ard town city hall bugis town haa
shagged.
bummed into denise at marina.

2007-01-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

i've gotten my grades for semester one it's so stinking bad and lousy!
i lacked research and poor technical skills which i need to improve on i know i can.
i won't do things last minute anymore or slipshod work.
it'll never ever happen ever again in my whole entire life!
I've promised myself that I'll work triple, kazillion times harder and do everything
to the best of my abilities from this very second onwards!

oh and i'm now the class rep with melissa.

it feels like I'm drifting apart from my friends
i mean yeah don't talk much calls not picked up.
how gaya says i wish you were in my class.
hmm and i can't go out as often as i cld in the hols.
goodness it's gg to be mid jan already!
gonna be FEB! NOOOO!

Zee told me about the house sale thign she went for!
HAHA so regretting not gg but had hmwk to do sighs!
just read zee's blog! how inspiring her latest entry!(:

2007-01-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling real sucky now!
cldn't call anyone else so i just called gaya SIGHS......
she was feeling as sucky too but she had loads of work to do
so we cld'nt talk much anyways i've got loads to do also.
i need sleep.

kk gg to meet Zee tmr!!!!!(: then id get to talk to her!!!!!!!
FINALLY GOOD! but i'm still gg to think about sch. HAAH

2007-01-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

"you can't live life that way it isn't real they are only there for the high not the low".

school is gonna start on monday SIGHS!
been gg out a lot esp with Zee(:
i'm really hoping to get my pay soon
anyways baking cupcakes with pam was good
HAHA it was good seriously esp the choco
only the icing haa hmm wasn't ideal.

2007-01-03T23:49:00.000+08:00

words are powerful
be careful with how you use them.

2006-12-25T02:41:00.000+08:00

Merry X'mas(:

today was good
went out for a family dinner with mummy's side
then headed for midnight mass(:
I love going for X'mas midnight mass
it's the only time when by 2330 about 3/4 of church is filled
people dress up for it and it's grand and by midnight
the church will be overflowing with people(:

2006-12-19T00:07:00.000+08:00

well i've been going out almost everyday
it has been good(:
only bad point would be always running out of places to go.

oh goodness I keep forgetting what i'm supposed to blog about!!

MUMMY IS STUCK IN JFK AIRPORT!
sighs! she missed her connecting flight
due to the delay at orlando because of the weather.
I really hope she'll be able to get on a flight soon!!!(:
I miss mummy dearly!!!!!

2006-12-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

what an eventful day today(:
i went out with Zee
we missed 165 TWICE!
because we didn't see it haa and it went pass zoom zoom
sorry joakim!! haa i really didn't see you waving from the bus
okay first we wenta Hol V(:
it was nice walking ard Hol V not bad good food nice rest and eateries.
then we headed for the forum walked ard haa
and yes she scared me on the escalator and i was shocked
but i think i don't scream AHHH as often. ha
Zee had her lone ang ku kueh.....tsk haaaa
then we took a lot of postcards! you wldn't believe mine was half
of hers!!!
okay then we wenta Chinatown i love it there!
haaa and we wenta one shop and found some pretty nice stuff unexpectedly(:
then we had food and headed home!
good shopping day
bought 4 dresses and a skirt and some beads(:

2006-11-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

went out with zee today
and i'm broke now! haa not til saturday!(:
saw a pair of shoes from japan the nicest ever!
ohhh yeah haa i should really go write down what i wanna get
make a list! haa
oh yeah while crossing the road today
out of a sudden zee shouted ahhhh haa
anyways it was a really good day shopping(:
met pam too haa thanks!(:
bummed into chuiting at city hall.

me: i wanna buy a neckalace
dad: pls spend your money wisely
me: i didn't get it
dad: good girl
z: my mum does the same thing
hahaahah! it will so go into my list!

i think i reckon i needa clear and tidy my room again!
yeah it really needs it
got to do my some other stuff too
i wish the mail wld come soon it's a long wait! til dec 15! argh!

stop.

2006-11-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Back in Singapore now(:
Genting and KL was good
went with Pam and her family.
gotta ride some rides since the rest were closed hmmm
okay haa the hotel in Genting was hmm interesting.
KL was great haa shitloads of shopping!!
3 pairs of shoes, a bag (long overdue), accessories, clothes not much just 2 tops.
good food!(: haaa
hotel maya was good really loved the hydrotherapy pool and room!
esp the bathroom hahahaaha
it was a good escape from everything else.
but back now.
they have Yves Rocher in KLCC
sighs! why not here! I didn't get anything though
I think my mum may get on her next trip

Imissmummy!:(
she's not back yet this sat and then she'll leave for
the states soon but she'll do some bit of shopping for me
if she has the time.
well I'm kinda used to mummy travelling every 2mths for work
but it does get boring at home w/o her! haa

A light heart lives a long live.

2006-11-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

ZEE IS BACK FROM AUSSIE!(:

had prata was to good to see her again after such a long long long long time A YEAR!

okay I think I'm thinking of changing my blog url for only a few pair of eyes to see.

2006-11-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

listened to Christina Aguilera's song Hurt it's really good.
"I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do and I've hurt myself by hurting you somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit"

anyways was rather bummed today.
thanks for listening!(: yana, bao and pam with a lil of gaya(:
I should never let things like that affect me because it's really not important.

2006-11-14T02:13:00.000+08:00

8 more days baby!!(:
anyways I really really can't wait for these 8 days to pass by real fast please!
so much to do after that!!(:

ZEE one more paper and countdown to singapore!! ahaa goodness a yr has passed by SO FAST!!(:

ohhhh had another long long long long conversation with gayatri
we talked a whole lotta crap but we both agreed on one thing we missed wss A LOT! as much as we say we hate it all but still we miss it!! HAHAHA
hey gal if you do read this we have to meet okay you said so yourself!
anyways wenta town and vivo city with my cousin hahhaa

okay my dear baoyi! haa it was good talking to you don't think too much babe! take care! and we'll meet up real soon!(: you're missed haaa just call me anytime!

I've been sorta stuck home!
totally broke! SIGHS but no worries come end nov! allowance hahahahaa yes yes pls let time pass by faster! fast forward!!!
it's been a good long wait!

oh yeah when i was out with mummy the other day i bought a book on shopping in Singapore! HAHAHAHAHA(: it'll come in very handy SOON!

you know when you're really close when you can fart, be moody and still be understood, have a tonne of arguements it don't matter. when you don't have to pretend anymore. HAHAHHAHAAH okay yes yes that's how close friends can get like sisters! HAHAHAHAHA
OKAY PAM I NEED TO TALK! HAHAHAHAHAH it's driving me insane! i'm gg crazy right now
and now at 2:15 am my mind is obviously not in the right state.

2006-11-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

" what the host wears to the party sets the tone for the party the first exit is the first thing you remember"

sleepover at pam's place was good
helped her a little with her school work
did stupid crazy things haaa oh wells!
haa lady sovereign if you love me thank you if you hate me fcuk you
okayy considering she is the first british to have made it to trl no.1 spot i think?
that's pretty good

anyways i really really like this old pic of gemma from Fall 2005 rtw J.Mendel collection
it's my fav runway pic of her maybe i guess since she was crying and easier to relate to?!? haa alright.

i'mconfusedit'snotrightbutigetmixedfeelingswheneverurementioned.

2006-11-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

I HATE MY HAIR!
I should have not gone to cut it!
I SOO VERY MUCH regret it! it's too short!

met up with Chuiting my senior today(:
haa it's been a long long time since we've last got together and talked.

I wish time would pass by faster!

2006-11-05T17:49:00.000+08:00

home sweet home, back from my 3d2n stay at pam's place haaa

i like taking buses esp bus 14(:

it's finally the holidays! after next week after the 20th! then 21st!(: finally!

i don't intend to and i'd like to keep it the way it is.

2006-10-30T00:14:00.000+08:00

i had a phone conversation today with gayatri that lasted3 hours
but it seemed like we've only talked for hmmm 3o mins!
i don't know what has been happening to me!
haa i keep pronoucing words wrongly even my spelling!

sat was spent good at pam's place(:

ohh tuesday! haa hmmmmmmm *crosses fingers and toes*

november november november!!! well last week of november onwards!!

in time you'll look back and say ohh goodness i can't believe that was me! hahaa what may seem so important now maybe of no significance later on.

in time you'll see and know who you can really count on people who say they will but they never do seriously is it that difficult to just say no?

2006-10-25T02:16:00.000+08:00

MUMMY's BACK HOME!(:

i'm shagged, so much to do so little time.

i need a break soon!
go somewhere away frm this tiny island
can't wait for 20 nov pls pls come quick.
thinking back about mcs and wss i do miss nothing will ever be like it the people and everything that happened haaa.
applyin again hopefully it'll work out this time!!it has to.

if only the world could just stop and pause

sosickandtiredofallthebull****.
idon'tgetgoodvibesfeelsoouttaplace.

2006-10-22T00:05:00.000+08:00

I'M LEGAL BABY!!

okay thanks to everyone of the lovely sexay beautiful people who wished me(:

sci prac was pretty okay haa jsut that it was really funny when we missed the bus stop cause the stupid bus driver had to drive so darn fast!! hello the bus is not a sports car.
haa but i gotta meet up with abigail and yana after SOO LONG and gotta know a new friend(:
Vivo city is really nice(: love the view!

okay friday was spent with PAMELLA hahaa and Sean her classmate haa
it was okay had good laughs(:
but kinda sad cause mummy is not in town!! SOBS 2nd yr round and again to HK SIGHS

MUMMY PLEASE COME BACK make it tuesday now! i cld have cried! well almost
well i am lucky that i can be very open to my mum and tell her everything and she understands(:
and i finally straighten things out with my dad(: so that we won't have lil arguements for nothing hahaha

Today i wnet out with Shawn(: you know it's amazin how long we've not been in contact and still are able to talk and go out together(: it was a really good day

okay mcs i've been some really good friends there that i've kept til now and i'm really grateful for that(:
and whitley has given me a hell of a ride! haa but amazing experiences and peeps(:

THANKS ZEE for the e-mail!! YES YE S ONE MORE MONTH! ! *grins*

I'd sum up my 18 years on planet earth as BLESSED.

you've gotta give some love to yourself.

you see things that others don't
there are no walls
no pretence
that's just the way it is
there is no need for any explanation
and it couldn't get any closer
like it just the way it is.
so please don't ever let it change.

2006-10-16T22:24:00.000+08:00

after having given it a lot of thought
i've came to a conclusion(:

watched scoop with pam today
it's a really good movie!! seriously good it was excellent.
had some long over due good laughs and i was able to be LOUD! *HUGE smile*
i was able to let everything out phew!

so many things all happening at the same time
my prac this thursday i've not even revised and i've forgotten everything!
my 18th birthday is coming up a break at least for 2 days(:
small celebrations with friends and family nothing fancy i like small gatherings(:
a really good time to catch up.

i've seriously got to finish all my work by assessment week crosses fingers *prays real hard*
i think for the next 2 weeks i'll stay home and do all my work until my assessment date
no going out well except for my bday haa!!
and after that i'll still stay home or go out to mug til nov 20 then i'll be FREE
yessss i'll be able to enjoy!!
NOV buddy is comin back! WOOHOO yes haa

2006-10-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

life is filled with too many questions but few answers.

2006-10-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

i've not updated for quite sometime
a lot has been going on but right now i'm just too lazy to recall and type it all down! haaa

i do miss it a lot seriously i do cause i felt very sheltered and there was a certainty and i didn't feel invisible
but i don't want to go back i've moved on.
yeah i may not have that certainty for now and at times feel invisible.

2006-09-23T21:00:00.000+08:00

drowning in others sorrow to feel better
it's sad it's really sad for you.

2006-09-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

I believe in Karma.

I've been really bad to Pam the last 2 years in sec 4 and 5
it was really naive and foolish down right childish.
I'm sorry really i know that no matter how many times i say it won't make up for all that
i've done in the past.
Thank you for still being there(:
I love you loads loads as a sister haa(:

okay there are somethings i'd like to change! ahaaa
- stop gossiping!! I'll really try my best!!
-not to be too judgemental not forgetting the sermon
-be nice to everyone!
-not to be loud anymore!

okay speaking of all these i really miss my class frm sec 1-5 esp 5!!!!!!(:
we were the sh*t ahaa

I like being in lasalle too(:
more hands on NO textbooks!!! haaaa
the people are awesome too(:

lessons that life has taught haa
you maybe surrounded by a million people and still feel the loneliest.
you can have just one person and feel the most loved
the irony!! haa
walls have ears
everyone has both a good and bad side black and white.

OHH i went for the Singapore Biennale it was good the one at Tanglin Camp(:
haa the video thing had to be my fav and sitting at the grey cushion like seats hhaa sleeping it was the best.(:
had loads of fun there with my classmates(:
I wanna go for all!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haa

thanks to all my precious-es haa out there who have kept me sane and going!!*grins*

I really wanna spend more time with my grandma.

2006-09-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

I miss miss really miss
my lovely beautiful sexay crazy friends!(:
who well join me in most of my crazy antics haa and know me well really well!
whitley! well 5N1 to be exact! haa <- yes i said that! LOL

anyways i wenta watch forbidden city!
it was GOOD BRILLIANT the sh*t haa

i should really start savin up! haa
end of november is approaching!*grins*
best part of the year!
ZEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!(:

youtrytohideitbutitshowsevenmore
feelingouttaplace.

2006-09-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

you can't miss something you've never had.

2006-09-12T01:31:00.000+08:00

SPRING 2007 FASHION WEEK HAS STARTED!(:

2006-09-02T18:29:00.000+08:00

went out with the girls yesterday!(:
haa after waiting for my ppd session paired with sok haa
the first which was good thankfully ours was real fast not one on one.
watched a movie walked around town
wenta the hospital talked to my cousin spent some time with grans.
ohh i believe it was thursday worst day of the week! so far at least
stupid heavy rain i walked out to the main road and got all wet dumb bus and water puddle
so had to run home and change thankfully i made it to school on time.
okay gtg ADEUS!(:

you numb yourself so that any pain caused didn't exist,
you cry because you care and it matters but you would never admit it.
you will never let anyone in cause you speak of things so candidly no else will.
you pray and always hope tomorrow will be better.
you are tired.
you just want things to be right.

2006-08-31T19:48:00.000+08:00

it got to me without me even realising it until others pointed it out to me
i feel like bursting out everytime it's mentioned.
it's amazing how a really small gesture like a pat on the head can make you feel so much more better(:

for the first time it's real but it'll never be.

2006-08-29T01:32:00.000+08:00

HEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
haa school has been good good good
fun cranking up with the girls haaa
ohh yes thankfully my grandma came out of her op fine(:
gotta talk to my cousin loads shhhh secrets!=p haa

well nothing much then! haa okay okay this is a freaking short entry!
can't wait for NOVEMBER!! last week of NOVEMBER!(;

anyways aha got a new bag!! from bodynits and shorts since everything was on 50% thankfully i didn't buy the bag lat time phew! haaa well yeah i've gotta stop buying bags! cause i have more than enough gotta save for NOVEMBER!! hahahaaahaha

"it is not living that is important but living rightly"

2006-08-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

I'm SO SHAGGED!
i wish there was a pill that wld be able to perk me up right now and whenever i want!
haa okay had tuition in the morning
after which i wenta meet shawn(: it's been quite sometime since i last met her
hahaa we wenta walk ard town ate subway(: always! hahhaa
we caught a movie my super ex-girlfriend haaa
it was funny but at the same time kinda corny but haa but well at least it made us laugh!

okay i've gotta do my hmwk later on hahaa
and on Sunday and Monday!
i've really gotta get my time management right.

*to Yana all the best for the upcoming exams okay! you can do it you know you can too! this is gonna sound so corny but God has so many many many many bigger plans for you that you yourself cannot see(: so there it's the process not just the result that matters it's the whole thing that counts:) just do your best i know you will! and the only competition is yourself:)
I really hope that everytime one door closes another door opens for you that's even better!
haa we shd meet up soon too!!:)

i think i needa go grab a cuppa coffee and start doing my work thru the night! haaa oh wells!! shall not procrastinate.

thechancescomeandgonesojustgrabitwhenyoucan.

2006-08-19T01:37:00.000+08:00

okay wenta school haaa
finally got to wear a dress(:
haa okay anyways i seriously love love love my shoes haa thank you haa got compliments for it hahaa i think it's the only pair where i actually had guys who came up and say nice shoes before sometime ago hahaa(: sry haa i'm just hmm haa really love my shoes haaa hearts the sparkly 2 pong pong bow thing infront haa=]
okay after sch sok,denise, sha and I went shopping at town ha
haa we all bought stuff
i bought a shirt, leggings and flip flops hahaa
i saw so much stuff i liked!! I want Junk Food T please some one haa drop me a cheque haa -kidding!!! haa i'm runnign outta clothes i need more bottoms.

hmm gonna list all the things i need and want
so that i can plan my allowance and save!(:

it's just disrespectful and d*mn right childish.

2006-08-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

school has been great!
haa but yeah work work work(:
todays talk was nth but papayas and monkeys haa nevermind that....
ohh i cut bangs well shahida cut it for me! haa =]
hmmm i guess i'm kinda running outta clothes so sad! haa i need more bottoms and tops and everything? haaa
yup yup hmmmm i think i'm gonna cut me hair haha
okay i'm kinda lazy to type out everything! haa yawns...gotta go do work later hahaa
til later!(:

2006-08-09T20:13:00.000+08:00

wenta the lib on monday to photocopy,research with shaida and to pass her 3D stuff which reminds me! i have not cut cut cut my stuff yet hmmmmmmm............shall do it tmr!! stay hm and do tmr=]

ohh saw the fire works again! haa it was nice haa
and the funny thing is hmmmmm i didn't take any photos haa silly me eh!
anyways had sch on tuesday haa 2D i kept thinking it ended at 12 but it was 1 and went to kfc for lunch and back again to sch for half an hour of library time.......aarGGHHH!!!!!!

my stay at pan pac was gooooooooodddddddddddddddddddddddd(:

today!! had drawing external at the esplanade(:
haa i sent like real silly sms replies cause i was holding my a2, eating my breaky almond pastry thing *YUM* from the Atrium Deli at the hotel(: got the cookies too.
ohh it was kinda fun drawing haa ple looking at us and this cute lil girl haa and this boy!!
he shouted WAHH mummy see all the girls draw so nice!!! so nice! haa real adorable=]
anyways again Farid did his magic tricks he is real good at it!! better than edward last time haa he guessed the card sha was thinking of. so yes we all owe him a meal. and then another was pick a card and i held on to his hand real tight and the A of diamonds of maarked on his wrist!! kinda freaky haaa but really good=]

ohh after that i met RENA png aka fang shi huahua haaa
we talked ard town wenta taka to get her test tubes after that headed to j8 walked awhile and went home(: thank you for the wonderful day!

all in all it was a good goood day
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE
HAPPY 41st BIRTHDAY:)
and many more blessings to come.

*DRUM ROLLS *
haa let me introduce you to the ladies
L to R: Sha, Sok, me and Denise=]

hopefully many little orange boxes to come:)

2006-08-06T20:57:00.000+08:00

YAY I've got a new phone haaa nothing fancy or anything...haa just as long as it serves its purpose haaha better than nth my old nokia 6610 ever since my samsung smses comes in like...hmm 4 hours later!!
ohhh haa i didn't pay anything for my phone haha since i signed a 2 yr contract=].
hmmmmm had dinner it was good haa along upper thomson road hmm i've been staying here for 17 years but seldom every patronise the shops unless prata or the coffeeshops hahahaaaa.

hmmm i'm kinda regretting nt getting the dorothy perkins neckalace oh wells
and the black top!! 29!! but no size...........16 and abv SIGH!! i like dorothy perkins i do haa
oh wells i've managed to get quite a number of things this week real good!!

i think i shd stock up on my a2 and sketchbooks yup yup yup yup....

today's sermon in church was really good
about judging people which we should never do
they may have a lot of problems and hiding a lot of pain inside that we may not be aware of even though it may all seem perfect on the outside. it's all a facade.
i mean we all say wealth is nt important! but still it discriminates.
if someone dresses better they get treated better we are all classified into classes i mean it seems really impt. they say everyone stands the same but sometimes with better connections and money you're able to go places better compared to someone who has exactly the same things as you do.
somehow we are rather shallow in certain aspects. it's human nature i guess.
Yes I'm rich, rich in love(: haa from my family and friends and God.=]
Measure your life is love people!!
sometimes when we look at celebs they may be rich successful but sometimes they maybe the loneliest people cause you don't know if your friends are really your friends is it because of the money or to get that 15 mins of fame off you...so yeah of course there those who are truly happy!=]

iwldverymuchliketoknowmaybei'mbeingsensitive.timewilltell.

2006-08-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

the past week has been real good=].
sch has been pretty fun esp for drawing internal haa erzan messing up with our minds hahaa leave it up to your imagination....haa it ain't anything nasty
okay hmm wenta to the nat lib for books to research which i have to later on...
on fri night i stayed at pan pac hotel and saw the fireworks while havin dinner at hai tien lo the food was good like always! haa and the fireworks was amazing!! real nice=] the only other time i gotta see was haa way back in p5 eons ago!!
ahhhh i did budget shopping on fri haa since the stuff were on sale haa
bummed into my classmate denise at suntec haa
hmmm okay i'm back hm now! haa hmmm nt gonna go out kinda shagged

*to Pam Happy 18th!! LEGAL haa i know it's over 4th aug
oh wells sry but your present will come later okay when we go watch forbidden city i'll give you a real good meal!! maybe the choco buffet at fullerton hahaa.(:

okay october!! and i'll be legal!(:

*to jay no worries you'll ace the exam!haa

OH yeah at pan pac hotel today
while checking out this guy sitting opp me gorgeous blond hair! haa he cldn't stop messing with it haa

i just tidied my room ha i actually have quite a number of belts haa when i thought i only had 5 haa and my fav pair of shorts!! foudn it!! =]

i have so much more than i ever thought i had.

2006-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:00

school has been pretty good(:
kinda tiring but fun haaa
had 2d project the other day haa robert my lect he's pretty cool
ohh then today had drawing external haa Jeremy my lect haa it was okay okay...
ahh then 3d haa junaidi? nt sure of the spelling haa he's real cool haa wldn't have thought that he was a lect more of a student haaa...
after class we wenta listen to some music at sch haa since they had some bbq thing so yeah
saw my cousin in sch again haaa still the same...
ohhh gonna use this week to finish up my work hahaa
my classmates are real cool too haa so yeah
that pretty much sums it all up(:

2006-07-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today I had to wake up at 7!! haa had to go for tuition so early
even on a weekend i can't sleep late haa tomorrow too 9am mass!! haa or maybe 11 or sunset haa see what time i'm able to wake up lols.....
ohhh then pam's dad gave me a lift down to town thanks! haa saved abt 1.7 then haa real good i think i spend about 4 a day just to go to sch and back sighs!! i want my concession card asap!!
ohhh okay i met shawn at far east! haa she's a real good shopping kaki=]. Yay!! haa goody i love shopping kakis!! hearts them all=].
we walked ard town then we wenta bugis walked ard then i wenta meet mummy!=] cause my mum cldn't make up her mind but she finally did! and decided on raffles city...haa mummy bought a pair of pants...hmm watch for her friend since she's leaving the dept...hmmm haa
ohhh let me see what i've bought so far this week:
Belt10,neckalace5,hairband4,cardi23,basic tops20,shoes24 hmm that's abt it! real happy with my buys! all my stuff = the pants my mum bought HAHA oh wells
anyways nt to mention i spent a lot on travel expenses I need concession!! card pls come asap! and and my materials! sighs but nevermind it'll last me long(: i wanna label everything haa so i won't lose anything!!

oh wells it has been good so far(:
my sch is filled with funky ple! haa so artsy=].
real glad the government is now focusing a lot on the arts!(: it rocks!! haa LURVE IT!

I'm proud to be a Singaporean!! we were featured on Discovery Channel(yes i know like 2 weeks back) for the world's biggest: underground tunnel our trains which is the other was amsterdam=]. (hope my spelling is right haa) anyways we've come so far from developing to well i'd say developed in 3-4 decades while others took a whole lotta more time than us. anyways on the documentry they said that Singapore is said to be the most efficient and modern city in the world!(; and said by many as the food capital of the world! so cool eh! haaa

2006-07-28T18:48:00.000+08:00

today had school haa voting of the postcard and so on haaa
after that i headed to town with limin haa wenta art.friend i got my a2 size porfolio carrier for hmm 19 haa after the discount since i got the art.friend card haa didn't wanna get the 78 one jarett got! so ex haa maybe later on when i have more work to keep.(:
oh we walked ard town haa ohhh i almost bought this BRIGHT pink zara shorts haa it was on sale but i didn't haa but i bought a hairband and belt haa tmr tmr i shall go shop more!!=] after having saved on the portfolio carrier haaa....

school is getting better haa growing on me i guess!=]
yay monday i don't hafta go to sch since my workshop has nt started haa and no contextual tutorial and lecture i think bahahahah!:p
ohh netherlands guy!

OH finally gotta see Zee online haa OH my dear you looked gorgeous for your formal haa and hot date!!=] nice pictures real good talking after ages!! can't wait for nov my shopping kaki!!!
**HUGE SMILE** haa save save save!!

life is so fragile i'm glad i still have all my loved ones and never want any of my last words to them to be anything bad i heart them all!(: LOADS!
we all needa treasure life and nt take it for granted thank God for each day=].
we all need somebody(: period.
fondofyouiamandi'mnot

Heather Bratton, 19
R.I.P she's in a better place now and she has been of the most amazing models ever.=]

2006-07-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
haaa today i had a real good talk to Gaya today!!!!*HUGE SMILE*
it made my day haa talking to her we talked abt a whole lotta crap!! haa poured out everything.
and how we feel in your schools now we both felt the same haaa and she didn't talk abt it cause she felt like she's the only who feels this way. silly girl haa but turns out we both feel the same(:
ohh turns out the lil boy i called that day was really Hari!! hahaa he turned but i walked away alr lols i thought i called the wrong person!!
ohh then i talked to yana online ohh haa we all are in the same club!! cause we all feel the same way...i mean last time we have all our kakis!! haa and we'll joke make fun crap do silly things say anything crazy or whatsoever at any given time without being misunderstood or taken as an offence... hmm oh wells it's different now!! grow up lil kid!! haa
anyways talking about it all really makes me smile *HUGE HUGE SMILE* hahahahahaa =]
it's good to know that it'll always be there.
as we all move on hahhaa
it was nice today when nana offered me a sandwich. i know it's silly haa but it's good when you kinda feel crappy in school hahahahah...
the netherlands guy ohhh haaaa
ohhh saw my cousin ting ting in school today she's teaching part-time i think...just talked to her for awhile=]

Gonna get a little better even on the darkest day.
As you try that bit harder getting closer, oh yeah, to the life you're imagining.

weallneedsomebody

2006-07-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

okay I kinda miss whitley... haa
the people rena, shuey ting, yana, gaya, abi and all the noise ard haa
morning assembly, gg to the hall haa for assembly everything about it
haa talking loads in class gossiping. haha doing the silliest stuff ever!!
eating chicken noodle haa gg to peace centre together...we did have loads of fun there hahaa
hmm everytime something comes into my mind it slips away the other second hate it...
haa anyways i miss all the noise, sch u haa yeah! i do i actually do!!
talked to gaya about it last night hahaa oh wells we are just talking about a whole lotta rubbish
like if only we were in the same class same sch haa blaming each other for nt being in the same sch lols all the crazy silly lil crap we talk about.
like how we were guided all along haa nw we're not anymore.=]

oh anyways today we went to the botanic gardens haa...hmm hahaa
it was pretty okay
waiting for sch to start following the timetable...
can't wait for orientation to be over!!haaa

justkindalostnowbutonceschstartsstartplanningmugginformathandsciihavetoit'samustdowellapplytoparsonsagain..soyeah=]gottaprayandhavefaithinGod.

2006-07-25T22:03:00.000+08:00

okay the blog isn't the best place to rant and write abt everything since everyone can see it. haha so it ain't so private after all...

anyways sch has been okay. haa phew my cousin ain't gonna lecture me she smsed to ask the other day=].
next week the work load is gonna be hmm rather heavy i guess loads the real work starts then.
hmm had to buy more stuff for sch.. haa i think i've spent abt 360? in total for everything
still need to get my willow charcoal medium... hmmm and pliers....

today after sch that ended at 1030... way earlier than expected
waited in the canteen for pamella with jarett, melissa (my classmate) and sophian?? haa nt sure of spelling he's in year 2 from wss too. yeah haa after that we all headed to bras basah bought our stuff wenta raffles city to, headed to get more materials from art friend outlet in taka....hmm did a lil of shopping i didn't buy anything wasn't in the mood anyways haa i wanna get 2 more jeans hmm and a whole lot of other clothes cardi too
but hafta budget it a lil since i've spent a lot on the art materials alr...
gotta start planning my shedule sighs haaa since sch is starting and i'm retaking math and sci..
have to make loads of sacrificers less time online yada yada! just til end of nov!

friends all come and go some do stay that we really still talk to and actually remember us or even bother...well i'd admit i'm kinda worried, excited, nervous about sch ha i mean i have no background in arts or whatsoever anyways i know i can do it=] can't be the blend in with the wallpaper anymore. well all new changes.it's the start of something new. gotta just do my best haa and hopefully get accepted into parsons pray hard have faith in God. cause there are plenty of ple who are a whole lot better than i am. so well gotta just keep improving haa i can't draw for nuts=p

giving in letting go of the world we know.
it's so easy to get lost but maybe you're nt lost at all=]

2006-07-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Finally got to watch pirates of the carribean(:
haa met yana today then we headed to town...haa
walked all the way to cine but we didn't want to sit at the front row haa
so we walked all the way back to lido for the got the tix for the 745 movie wenta eat
and hmm walked ard haa bought a neckalace! for 5 bucks!!
haa I think I got yana hooked on pirates now hmm haa
I like captain Jack Sparrow.
ohh then on our way back crossing the road some 3 caucasian men were filming
kinda looked like nat geog cause of the yellow rectangle maybe it is! haa

ohh I sorta tidy up my room today rearranged most of my stuff still have my clothes that I've nt touched yet, my accessories too hmm... shall do it tmr
I've got hmmm abt 4-5 blisters on my feet...sighs

okay had a huge arguement/disagreement/scolding today haa for 3o mins it's been a long long time since it has happened but yeah it did...
anyways things are all good now(:

It’s so easy to be lost But maybe you’re not lost at all

2006-07-21T17:55:00.000+08:00

today was my orientation...
met pam first at city hall then went to somerset
waited and waited for 14 to come but it didn't so we decided to take a cab
and split it 3 ways limin, pam and I.
okay loads of ple!! haa I see that a lot of them wear topshop clothes.

had an hour and half long talks by the faculty,
ermm okay yeah after that pam went off doing her stuff
limin and I went to suntec to eat then took a cab back
after that yeah we went for the design faculty talk...
hmmm there are 650 students doing visual studies foundation haaa!!
classes from VS1A - Z! 26 classes of 25!! which is the I think the biggest grp nt including fine arts, perfoming and so on.
haa I think my claass has hmmm 8 girls including me?? nt sure or so limin said she heard the girl counting.
so we went ard asking what classes the ple were from haa all scatter all different!!
anyways hmmmm gotta know how to get ard the college to my classes and all on monday
since official classes start on the next next monday.
on wed I think we're gonna all go somewhere nt in the college to draw
haa I think all 650 will be together drawing somewhere in singapore haa I'm trying to imagine that I think that's what gonna happen.... haaa

love hate relationship with changes.
sometimes people/things never change be it good or bad....
anyways I gues I like changes when I know what's gonna happen and when it is for the better.okay had a real good talk with Baoyi thanks babe!!=] feel a whole lot more better. haa if not I think I'll be hmm haaa all bottled up.

2006-07-20T23:15:00.000+08:00

Okay I went to buy my art materials for school today at art.friend ngee ann city
wow it cost me 280 haa I was kinda shocked but anyways got a 10% discount since lasalle students get to have memberships really good=].

took a cabby home after alighting pam at whitley since she had rehersals.
okay it did indeed cost a lot hmmm

I wanna get the carrier next week hmmmmm when I get my allowance.

Orientation tmr I hope it all goes well...
haaa the excitment,nervousness yada yada haaa

my fav lines from seasons of love from the broadway rent
I really wanna get the dvd for the movie...gotta save haa
Though The Story Never Ends Let's Celebrate Remember A Year In The Life Of Friends......
Oh you got to remember the love, You know that love is a gift from up above Share love, give love, spread love Measure, measure your life in love (:

2006-07-18T19:48:00.000+08:00

I went tanning today haa with Pamella...
yay haa I think I'm a shade darker=] well naturally tan to begin with lols
okay STUPID IRRITATING ******** followed us everywhere! and waved said hi even bothered to ask where we were from #$^!@#!
RUINED our wonderful day in the sun!! I HATE THEM! not to say that they were the most unattractive men on earth!

on a better note haa
saw quite a few eye candy
this really hot caucasian guysmiled haa 2 mins of wonderful lookg/smiling haa
okay it was a pretty good day
ohh I finally bought my cardigan

I finally got my class code! doing visual studies first=]
I hope pam gets the same class or someone I know

2006-07-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored!!!
I slept at 430am I guess then I got waken by 3 phone calls...
after that my post man came
my timetable is still not here.....
anyways I got a mail from Gibbs ny...
haa for a mandatory summer kick-off picnic
the other time they asked me to do a survey why I cancelled my enrollment and the link
didn't work....
ohh I also got another mail from the poetry thing again...
so it rained for a while I took a nap then I pam called haa
shall sleep later on I'm bored!!

I need, want more clothes shopping!=]

2006-07-17T00:08:00.000+08:00

today I met up after quite some time with people from my church.
Curtis, Phelan and Sherry haa we went to ps watched superman.
haa and yeah walked ard...
ohh then our popcorn box leaked... haa
after the movie sherry and I went shopping while the guys headed home.
haa we walked from ps to far east then took a bus back home.
not bad I bought a skirt and a top.
it was a pretty good day=]

I need more clothes!!

2006-07-15T22:21:00.000+08:00

today was not that bad...
anyways I met Gaya today at my bus stop then we headed to peace center
to send her brother for tuition so he'll know how to go and come back.
then we sat down and talked.
On the way to j8 haa I saw Yana on the bus haa
so I met my mum in town finally after such a long time I got to eat at Kuriya=]
real good jap food I used to go there almost every week 3 years back haaa
ohh my mum bought some presents for her friends hmm I didn't get anything
yawns haa but soon.

school is going to start soon!! kinda excited haa
still waiting for my timetable........it was supposed to come this week.............

It's like you were floating while I was falling and I didn't mind

2006-07-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

on friday I met my mum in town walked around
did a lil bit of shopping
finally got my jeans!=]
it's about time since my other pair is SO worn out
and my only pair sigh haa I need more!!
I wanna get more pants and jeans and all!

okay Saturday met up with SHAWN TAN!!
my Primary 4 best friend haa
the girl who I ate guo tiao?? sry if my spelling is wrong haa
with at every recess with LOADS of chili haa the fishball soup haa
it was really fun
anyways we ONLY took 162 the whole day haa for 4 times
to all our destinations. we went to yio chu kang so she cld register for her BIT?
after that we headed to town walked quite a bit haa from hmmmmm about 12 - 5 plus?? haaa
she bought quite a number of stuff haa
I finally got my dorothy perkins belt!! haaa which I didn't get when I went out with rena and totally regretted not getting it.
ohh we went to marina square too haa
we talked a lot
and found out that we had a lot in common esp the food we eat haa
healthy stuff!
anyways it was great meeting up after so many years!=]

2006-07-07T13:57:00.000+08:00

very crafty drama queen. it may seem perfect but there are so many things that will never be mended.

2006-07-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

MY bag got loads of attention again! haa from Mdm Azizah(she said we always have all these nice things on our bags haa from sec school til now(: ) Pamella's too haa even Mr Kor was like wah see this bag haa telling the other teacher haa and we opened our bag cause she wanted to see the inside and saw and took out our shoes haa cause we both had shoes in our bags. ( my newly bought wedges from itto and otto(: ) now...I need to get jeans haa and mr kor was telling the other teacher wah you know they bought it for 45 haa cause it was hmm more than a hundred off!!

okay I met pam at isetan on wed bought my shoes haa then we walked ard, went to starbucks saw marianne?? hmm after that I accompanied pam to buy a birthday present and I was wearing her hmmm very hmm haa heels that were very shakey haa cuase it wasn't straight cause her feet hurt... haa and we bit my shoe bite the leather before it bites you.

then today we went back to whitley cause pam had to audition for the arts for nuts??
ohh then caught up with Mrs O love her talked about the school where we were gg, Mr Ngo too haa potato he called us up to talk to him and it was good haa then met mr subra, mdd azizah, mr kor AND MS LIN poa teacher is pregnant!! haa seriously.....

okay then I came home I think I have fever then I feel cold hmmmmmmmmmm....
my yin and yang is very unbalanced?? haa

LOL today I was cleaning my ear and the cotton bud got stuck in my ear!
haa THANKFULLY I managed to get it out!! if not I'd have to go pay my mum a visit at the A&E where she'll bring me to the GP ha to take it out haa the ear and nose speacialist??

2006-07-02T00:49:00.000+08:00

Met up with Baoyi today!=]
after hmmm since primary 4! so long haa
but thanks to technology for msn and phone that we managed to keep in contact.
anyways met her at j8 today watched a movie,
haa ate at pasta mania, took neoprints.
haa walked ard j8 then we went to thomson plaza
at KFC there was this really hot eurasian with his friends
I believe he heard us talking about him haa
then he turned and smiled LOL.
after that I waited with BY for her bus to come and walked home.
anyways haa it was really fun hanging out with BY today.
haa thanks for all the laughter. Good luck finishing all your tutorials don't stress! haa

2006-06-30T00:44:00.000+08:00

my favourite pictures taken recently=]

Yana Banana and I haa

Rena and I! haa she loves loves Charmed!!

HAHA THANK YOU YANA HAA!!
I Heart you truckloads

baoyi thanks truckloads too!=]

I hate it all hate it. It’s filled with nothing but lies and deceit
Hearing what is not true and still believe it cause you only
See that someone who you think is “perfect” told you so. When you have no idea
What has is going on. I don’t want to play this game anymore.
I’ll leave it once I can as soon as possible…….so you can carry on judging and spreading.
I don’t see why I bother.

2006-06-27T19:47:00.000+08:00

Just now I irritated bugged pam for no reason just felt like it I don't know why either
and she was the victim and I won't ever do it again. sorry.

On a better note!
I've changed my skin! haa
and loving it=]

Today I met Yana finally!!
haa I woke up at 11 and had to meet her at 1130
got ready in hmmmm 15 mins rushed out
yet I was still earlier! saw her walking to j8.=X

anyways we went to watch just my luck=]
funny really good haa just that lindsay didn't look her best...
and the guy! whatever the co-star name is
his face! his skin!!! terrible it's all just makeup, photoshop
people don't look that good in real life well except for some models haa.
then we headed to bugis walked around Yana bought a bag
I got a pair of earrings haa hmm and we took neoprints THREE times! haa
we got hooked on it=] anyways it's been a long time since we last took it.

they are repeating HSM!=]
Zac Efron haa I can't wait to watch the making of it!

hmm I shall nt go out as often anymore
gotta catch up a lot! running out of time
really gotta do it=]
Plus I get to save cash this way haa

YES! haa on an online model LJ
Caroline Trentini was voted as best bod!with 89 votes!!=]
haa she's my favourite model=] Brasillian and she's amazing
down to earth and her background, character haaa.
2nd was Isabeli Fontana (55) and another my my fav!Heather Marks (47) 3rd!
Hana Soukupova 4th and Caroline Winberg last...hmmm

2006-06-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL WAS IS AMAZING!
haa can't wait for next weeks encore and the making!=]
and the sequel!!!!YAY!=]

2006-06-25T19:16:00.000+08:00

hmm oh wells today is sunday=]
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL
SOON VERY SOON 730PM!

met rena today! haaa
then we wenta clarke quay only to find out that
the flea market no longer exist!!
(the singapore tourism board shd really update!
or maybe the guy cld be wrong heck it)
mrt guy told us.... SIGH
so went to 7-11 bought the mashed potato...
went to PS walked ard ate at yoshinoya haa
since Rena has been craving for it.
ohh then we I bought a t from outfitters haa
was tempted to buy the thin belt from dorothy perkins for $13
real good price! nice too but I didn't buy it....
kinda regretting it now....hmmmm
ohh took photos haa
went back to j8
walked ard bought food rena bought perlini's ear rings haa
the dolphine one so yup
that's about it.

I love the music vid by john mayer daughters
haa partly cause gemma ward was the girl
and hmm the song is real nice lyrics and all.

my godsis shd be in Oz by now=]

was watching 20/20 Primetime yesterday
about drinking and how it has killed many people
teens, high school parties, unis and all oh wells
sometimes what we think is fun cld also be deadly.
self-control I guess and not falling into the trap.=]

2006-06-22T23:05:00.000+08:00

bern (godsister) and I hahahaahaa hmmm back in 1989??

ohh love my new bag!!=] from felt retails at 150 but because of the GSS it's 45=]
it's by an Aussie designer her accessories are real good=]
and I love the 3 bag tags I bought a tunic from Mango's sale=]
ohh then went to dashing diva hahhaa

OH the other day I went to watch a movie at jurong east! haa of all places....watched RV pretty good and watched cars the other day at jurong pt haa funny yes it's a cartoon oh wells!

ohh met up with bernadette today=] hahaa anyways all the best in aussie!! her friend was nice too=]

OH the other day I had coffee at starbucks duh.. hahhaa three shots!! and I fell asleep!!! WTH hahaa until my iPOd played love hahaha keisha cole?? sry if I got the spelling wrong haha

2006-06-17T13:05:00.000+08:00

okay on thursday night I went to the airport fetch my mummy home
I miss my mummy!=] 2 weeks!!
haa I'm kindda used to it she travels hmm every 2 months haha
frequent flyer!! so get more pts haha another free air tix!=X
my mummy bought SOOO MUCH GOOD FOOD from Japan!!
black bean chocolates, round chocolates with a whole strawberry inside!!
AH all dark too my fav!!=]
SO MUCH snacks, ramen etc hahahhahahah

okay now I was on the train
THIS GUY dude! man
he was kinda jap/hk pretty boy kinda thing
had such prominent double eyelids!! goodness
hmm nice hair then he was wearing SHORTS
but his legs were toned and shaved hahhhaa
the thing is who cares about his shorts nicely shaved toned legs
HIS BAG
YSL BIG HUGE BLACK BAG THE ONE I LOVE!!!!
with a 4 digit price tag!!
AND HE PUT IT ON THE FLOOR!wth man!
hahhaa
I also have 4 digit price tagged bags la
with a HUGE dot inbetween the 2 digits HAHHAH

okay anyways that day when I went out with rena & st
on the way back rena and I were tlaking then this model
I believe she is has a great bod
looks like Caroline Trentini but not her..DUH!
haha she was holding this real old Singapore directory book
what are the chances of her being in singapore
sitting next to me on a train hahahahaa
zilch!! anyways hmmm
out of a sudden in her deep voice kinda sexy hahahaa
she said is City Hall the next station I got such a shock
and just said YA haha but it was so yeah....

oHOhohoh yana and I got the same school!=]

2006-06-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

2006-06-14T20:14:00.000+08:00

I went to meet Rena today at j8
haa after that we went to meet shueyting at tp
hahah or so we thought
so we smsed her asked if she wanted us to come out to find her
or meet her in the train hahaa
so she said come out we did...
haa went to find for her she said guardian so we went there
and she wasn't there hahhaaah
for bout 15 mins I guess? we were running up and around
tp mrt station then she said eh I'm at tamp already hahaa
Rena and I were laughing quite a lot haa
so we quickly board the train to tamp mall and met her there
haa poor st waited so long!!=(.

anyways we walked around found A1 curry puff haaa
then we went to eat at central hmm
the food was not bad the drinks not bad too=]
sat there and talked for quite a bit..
went to take photos after that hahaa
*Rena send me after scanning it!!=] thanks

went back after to j8
walked ard with rena and I bought 2 bottoms haha
finally found something!! haa
rena bought something I don't know how to spell haha

today was indeed a really good day!

25 June High School Musical!!
love Zac Efron.
must will get the dvd and soundtrack!

just got LaSalle's orientation letter so that's good
can't wait for school to start!!

real big HUG to baoyi=]
thanks a lot for listening to all my blabber.
yeah I'll listen to you I'll try hahhaa=]
it'll be a lot less tiring
a total waste of time

2006-06-13T21:22:00.000+08:00

goodness I keep repeating unfaithful by rihanna
haa it's real nice though
hence forth on trl

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS COMING!!
Zac Efron!!!

<3

I hate lies.